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(jann castor, 9th of February, 1997) 

BLISS

ACT 1

Wanting to love you 
is a premonition of bliss 

although bliss is not divinity 

love is only a strive for perfection 
that does not exist 
in only one lifetime 

there are many 

and all them are sublime 
having to be experienced 
relived 
re-experienced 
touched again 

in a circular movement 
without an end
without a reason 
without the without 

ACT II

we journey
through lifetimes 
with an empty womb 

no angels 
no protection 
no peace. 

or is it just us
forgotten 
neglected 
yearning 
unloved 
longing 
craving 
and dying 

I tend to disagree with Gods 
on a subject of immortality 

(they banned me from Heavens 
for I could not praise them) 

ACT III

So, in the name of heresy
and what we seek 
I asked once a little boy:
"what would you like for Christmas?" 

He said: 
"What I want is what Gods cannot give me." 

I shivered not being able to ask more. 

ACT IV

Walking away I felt the void 
reinventing the questions 
that I have forgotten to ask. 

It is no to be answered 
what you have asked for 
(I said to myself) 

your wanting for bliss 
your strive for perfection 
and to live again 
remains in domain 
that is defined by infinity 

Mind is Infinity
and a mathematical equation. 

ACT V

That little boy (I forgot to add) 

Was me. 
 

copyright  Jann C. Castor  © 1998